Every month I have a new plan for what I am going to do when the kids are all in school. I do not live and breathe for my kids. I want a life all my own and thing staying at home is wonderful, yet totally unfulfilling. Many moms are content staying home, I am just not one of them. I chose to stay home because I really do believe it is best for my kids. However, I also did not have much choice because I did not have a job that could pay for daycare (let alone three kids' daycare) So here I am, nine years removed from the work place (not counting the serving jobs and baby sitting stints). What am I going to do?
Recently my ideas have been: nurse, paralegal, freelance writer, author, Montessori teacher, eco center/family garden business owner, costume designer, yoga instructor, college prof. Seriously, I am all over the place and unsure where to go. Every time I say "I have a new idea!" Mr. Hilarious tries not to laugh.
I am going to start small. If I am going to be a blog writer, I need to write more regularly (daily?) and have a little focus. I haven't even told anyone about this blog because I think no one would want to read stories of my life. I need a little more focus. I need a niche. I really need a happy nappy. Maybe it will come in my dreams.
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